is that just a dream? yes, I think its just a dream. beautiful dream. but i don't really sure. sometimes I can feel it, its true! I'm smile, cry at the same time. I don't know (:( I'm too happy with my dream, over expectation maybe. can my dream come true? if I can see the future, maybe I can choose the things right to do. when i open my eyes, I can see the fact. The fact? Not bad I think. There's a little smile in my face. It will be a BIG smile when that dream come true. Yes, I want it! what should I do now? God, this is your big plan for me. I hope the best, and I wish I can do the best too. help me God :)